December 2010
day 20: ctrl & v
Even on my weakest days, I get a little bit stronger.
“Not everybody is going to like you. That’s the world we live in, that’s reality....”
– Rihanna
“We are afraid to care too much, for fear that the other person does not care at...”
– Eleanor Roosevelt
day 19: your sex life/lack of
Well, I feel very awkward talking about MY personal sex life on tumblr, but I do love sex, and that is something I’m not lacking at the moment..
But honestly, sex is not all it’s hyped up to be, like “your first time” it..it usually sucks and isn’t that great. But after a while, it gets better. I am not against pre-marital sex by any means, because I don’t...
even on my weakest days, i get a little bit...
“I know you’re upset about him. It’s okay, be upset, cry, scream into your pillow...”
I hate that I can't stay mad at you, because you...
“I think that falling in love isn’t as easy as it seems when you’ve seen love...”
– Taylor Swift (via loveispatience)
Remember when you would talk to the person you...
Listen
day 18: to do list
Live life.
Be happy.
day 17: something you regret
Alright it’s cliche, but I don’t regret anything. Because at one point, I wanted it at one point. I actually had a few regrets at one point, but I think if those things hadn’t happened, I wouldn’t be where I am, I wouldn’t have the people I do, and I would probably still be doing those dumb things. I am loving life right now, and my past just made everything worth...
day 16: a drunken story
I’ll just put some pictures up instead..
I may not remember everything from these nights, but I’ll remember the people I was with. Always.
Christmas,
mynameisdeanna:
-andneverletgo:
wake up and realize it’s Christmas morning
walk down stairs
make my way over to my stocking
see santa ate the mince pies and rudolf ate the carrot
sit in front of the Christmas tree and stare at all the presents
Run around the house and realize no one else is awake
realize its actually 5 in the morning and I have to wait 2 more hours before...
When you first start getting feelings for someone,...
day 15: lyrics that describe your current...
All night staring at the ceiling
counting for minutes I've been feeling this way
So far away and so alone
But you know it's alright
I came to my senses
Letting go of my defenses
There's no way I'm giving up this time
Yeah, you know I'm right here
I'm not losing you this time
And I'm all in, nothing left to hide
I'm falling harder than a landslide
I spend a week away from you last night
And now...
day 14: something disgusting you do
I don’t wear underwear, unless I’m on my period. Some people find it disgusting, some people don’t. I don’t really care, it’s comfy.
“If you’re feeling frightened about what comes next… Don’t. Embrace the...”
– Julia Brown (via marrgooo)
day 12: something that worries you
I constantly have a feeling that because I’m getting happy, something is going to go wrong. Someone is going to leave. Actually, I’ve been freaking out secretly because for once I feel like everything could potentially be perfect. But I hate the fact that one person has the potential to change everything. I’m a strong believer in not letting that happen to me, but it does happen...
day 10: one thing you've lied about
“I don’t care.”
Literally almost everytime I say that I’m most likely lying. Like when people say “do you care if I do this?” Uh yeah I fucking care. Or when I say “I don’t care” cause people are mad at me, literally that kills me inside. It’s so hard for me not to care about people, because once I care about them I can usually never...
day 9: something that makes you sad when you think...
ACL. ACL. ACL. ACL. ACL. ACL. ACL. ACL. ACL. ACL. ACL. ACL. ACL. ACL. ACL.
Hands down, the WORST thing to ever happen to me. Everytime I think about it, I still cry. I still cry at night when I think about all the high expectations I had for myself and for the team. I still cry when I think about my mom telling me to do the drills & I just ignored it. I still hold back tears every time...
day 9: something that makes you sad when you think...
ACL. ACL. ACL. ACL. ACL. ACL. ACL. ACL. ACL. ACL. ACL. ACL. ACL. ACL. ACL.
Hands down, the WORST thing to ever happen to me. Everytime I think about it, I still cry. I still cry at night when I think about all the high expectations I had for myself and for the team. I still cry when I think about my mom telling me to do the drills & I just ignored it. I still hold back tears every time...
day 8: your last night out in detail.
My nights are either spent with Alyssa, Tim, or Scotty. If not, I’m usually at home. I like it that way.
day 7: things you like/don't like about your look
Honestly, I don’t like talking about how I look or anything like that because I feel conceited if I say I like something and I feel like I’m craving for attention if I say things I don’t like. I guess all I can say is I’m happy with the way I look.
But on the other hand, I feel like some people need a reality check with that stuff..I mean if you really need someone to tell...
