July 2010
“I have a tendency not only to see the best in everyone, but to assume that...”
– Elizabeth Gilbert
“I’ve always lived like this, keeping a comfortable distance and up until now i...”
I know I shouldn’t do this. I know I shouldn’t want you. I know I’ve wanted this for a while, even though you haven’t. I know I shouldn’t go along with what you’re saying. I know if I say yes to you, it might be a mistake. I know I’m in over my head. I know this is like every time before..but I just don’t wanna miss the chance on this time being...
“The only one who’s got enough of me to break my heart.”
I'll never forget this..
Our relationship has never followed the rules. We’ve never been the kind of fairy tale couple you see in the movies.. It seems like we’re either head over heels in love or crazy with frustration. We’re not perfect and neither is this relationship. But you know what? It’s ours. ALL ours - the little jokes that only we understand, the way our hands naturally fit with each others and the moments when...
Day 29: Someone you want to tell everything to-...
“it’s hard to wait around for something you know might never happen, but it’s even harder to give up when you know it’s everything you want ♥”
Dear You, Let’s be honest, we both know I’ve “liked” you for quite some time now. Everything about you, has taken me over. Your looks and personality. I wish everything was simple between us, but we...
Day 28: Someone that has changed your life
There are so many people that have impacted my life..if you’ve been mentioned in one of the days, you’ve changed me in some way. I can never thank you enough, because honestly, I’m completely content with myself right now.
Day 27: The Friendliest person you knew for only...
Becca, my volleyball coach from State. I knew her for 3 but not 1 day..but anyways. She is the one person that had said to me “I know how you feel.” And meant it. No one knows or understands how much that sport means to me, and how hard I am on myself when I play..but she did. And that meant so much for someone to say it, so I knew I wasn’t the only one.
Day 25: The person you know is going through the...
I wouldn’t say it out loud, and I wouldn’t tell you this in person seeing as we don’t speak anymore. But you used to be the strongest person I knew, you were there for me and held yourself together. Now, you can’t even be there for yourself. You’re the worst friend I’ve ever had. And it hurts, because you were there for me..when no one else was, you were once...
Day 24: The person who gave you your favorite...
“I live for the nights I can’t remember, with the people I’ll never forget.”
20 years from now when I look back at high school, sure certain memories will stick out from the rest, but everything is gonna blur together and it’s all going to boil down to one thing..the people who stuck by you through it all. Those are the people who give me my favorite memories, those...
I love when..
someone posts or says a quote or song, that you always considered “your quote” and whatnot, then someone else posts on it thinking the same thing..pathetic right?
“Shorts, a light tank, NOO bra.”
– Beckah Draves- Hillsdale Volleyball Camp 2010
“Ever have that one person in your life that you just can’t give up on, the one...”
“I suddenly realised that the way to get over you wasn’t by hooking up with some...”
Day 23: The Last Person You Kissed
Hmm, well I won’t name names..but you are the last person I kissed. There is nothing going on between us as much as I wish there was..it’ll never happen. I’m slowly getting over it.
Day 10: A picture of what you had for lunch
I had spaghetti, and it was delicous.
Day 21: Someone you want to give a second chance
Some days I wish I could go back, and not give you your second chance..or third..or fourth..or your however many chances..but I did. And some days I wish I was strong enough to give you your last chance one more time. Just to see if things would be different, if we would be different..
Everything Happens For A Reason
is the stupidest quote I’ve ever heard. I don’t believe everything happens for a reason. I think it’s a cover for people who did something wrong, and makes them feel better about themselves, it let’s them sleep at night. There are things that have happened to me, to my family, to my friends, that shouldn’t happen to people and there was no reason for it..nothing. I...
Day 21: Someone you judged by a first impression
Dear Lauren Peterson, When you first came into high school..we know what happened and we didn’t like eachother..it was a mutual feeling. Then competitive season started, and we still didn’t like eachother..then we became friends. Sleepovers and all. We’ve have our ups and downs since then and human phys. was like the best time ever, we got SO close. I literally tell you...
Day 7: A picture that makes you cry
I will most likely never have this again, never being “perfect” ever again. That Jordyn and I are losing you, and have to start all over..
Day 20: The One that Broke your Heart the Hardest
*See Day 12
P.S.-I’m glad we’ve both accepted this and can be friends. I’m glad we understand theirs other people..I’m just happy we’re friends.
Day 19- Someone that pesters your mind- good or...
It really gets to me that I’m not what you want, that I’ve given you everything you wanted, literally and have gotten nothing in return. I’ve given you every bit of me, and you’ve put in small efforts..and you still “don’t want me to walk away.” I’m strong enough for that, but I’m not strong enough for it when you walk away. When you decide...
“Do you want to know the truth? I’m scared, okay?
I’m terrified to...”
Come on now, Everyone falls down Everyone crawls...
Day 5: A picture of your morning *Simply imagine me sleeping I slept until 12:30, my morning was pretty much wasted..I woke up from the same dream I’ve been having. I can’t get you out of my head.
Day 18: The person you wish you could be
I wish I was smarter, I wish I knew what I wanted when it counted, I wish I rich, I wish I was the “perfect girl” for a certain guy, I wish I was better at sports, I wish I was happy-all the time, I wish I was prettier, I wish I didn’t fall for boys so hard, I wish I wasn’t so gullible, I wish I knew what I wanted out of life, I wish my dreams weren’t so out of reach....
Day 17: Someone from your childhood
Dear Natyra, My first “best friend.” We’re friends now, but not like we were. We both moved things changed. We’re closer now than we used to be, and I love it. I’m glad even though it was so long ago, I can still know you’re there. Love you girl!
People are people and sometimes we change our minds, but it’s killing me to see you go after all this time.
Now I don’t know what to be without you around, And we know it’s never simple, never easy, never a clean break, no one here to save me You’re the only thing I know like the back of my hand, And I can’t breathe without you-but I have to. I’m sorry....
Day 16: Someone Not In Your State
Dear Kristen, I haven’t seen you in I can’t even tell you how long, which saddens me. You’ve gone farther than anyone would of thought. Not only my cousin, but Ms. Tennessee. You’re an inspiration.
<3 Mackenzie
Day 15: Someone you miss most
Scotty, I miss you, a lot. We used to be best friends, then whatever happened..and I have no idea what it was. We talk now, but it’s not the same. We’re not the same. We’ve changed, not just me. I miss being able to tell you everything, I miss me singing stupid songs to you, deep down you loved it. I miss having you to tell all my secrets to, and you not once told anyone. I...
Day 14: Someone you drifted away from
and that was the day that I promised I’d never sing of love if it does not exist you are the only exception you are the only exception you are the only exception you are the only exception maybe i know somewhere deep in my soul that love never lasts and we’ve got to find other ways to make it alone keep a straight face and i’ve always lived like this, keeping a comfortable...
“I’ll have you know I’m scared to death, that everything you said to...”
Day 13: Someone you wish could forgive you
Honestly, I can’t think of something I’ve done that was so horrible that it couldn’t be forgiven..
